Thursday, October 27, 2005
hmm..was thinking of closing this blog..but then again feel kinda hard to do so..after all it still my "hard work.." but i don't really write much in here...and i have my other blog which is kinda like my main blog now..=.="..dunno whether should i close this down..still thinking bout it...sigh..anyone any comments??
Posted at 08:28 pm by enigma
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
the heavy rain outside now..
is like my mood..
the never ending..
flow of water..
flowing endlessly...
but it will still stop..
if not what will happen?
flood everyone?
and scare them away..
people run away trying to avoid heavy rain anyway..
or flood everywhere?
and destroy every single thing..in a big flood..?
that can't happen..can it?
so it will stop...
no matter how heavy..
but it will not end..
it will still rain again..
again and again..
and where will you be?
you are sleeping, perhaps?
so you never knew it rain all along..
when you wake up..
all you see is the sunny weather..
so you never know..
you will never know..
how much is hidden behind that sunny weather..
as all you can see is..
the dry ground..
and a sun hanging above shining brightly..
looking at the rain..
drops by drops..
of water..
each containing a sadness..
a pain..
that only the rain itself knows..
will i ever understand the rain?
Posted at 11:52 pm by enigma
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
Hmm..i've been too busy working on my other blog..so i won't be making any changes to this blog anymore..no more decorations and stuff..this will remain like as it is..too lazy to ad animation stuff here..and you won't see me updating this blog anymore..well maybe once in the blue moon..heh=p...oh ya..been busy with stuff anywya..found a part time job recently..working and studying..tiring..*sigh*..but at least i won't be 24/7 broke...>.<...oh and i'm current;y very addicted to thsoe online game.....have started gunbound 4 weeks ago..whahaha..going to silver axe soon..and maybe starting ragnarok soon..someone is sposoring me..hahha..oh.. and i did play a bit of 02jam..anyway..that's all i'm gonna update..for details..you can just read my private blog..hehehe...for those who know it i mean..^.^
Posted at 03:23 pm by enigma
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Monday,April 11
People have been reporting strange sightings around the city lately. Sightings of a zombie has been reported lately and this zombie is seen roaming the city above in broad daylight. This is extremely weird as zombies usually appear during twilight hours but according to the experts in the Centre for Undead Creatures, this may be a sign of the changing lifestyle pattern for the zombies in the future. According to Dr. Zom, the sudden changing sleeping pattern for the zombies are most probably due to the lack of blood supplies to the vampires who started preying on zombies instead. "This will continue to be a serious problem as more and more zombies will rather come out hunting for food during the day instead of night due to the vampires," Dr. Zom says. Currently, two people have been sent to the hospital for air poisoning as they went too near the zombie sighted above to take a picture. The air pollution problem will worsen and people have also been complaing lately about smelling a weird smelly stench in the city area that is believe to be the body odour and bad breath of the zombie. Dr Zom urge the people to donate more blood to the hospital for the vampires so that the zombies can get back to their regular lifestyle. Dr.Bie on the other hand disagree with Dr. Zom as he believe that the zombie sighted above is actually human but had turn into a zombie due to exam and other stress. According to Dr. Bie, the cure is to eliminate the stress of the zombie which who be a longer way. The fastest way according to him is to just kill the zombie sighted above.The public however are advise to wear masks and carry a can of perfume(preferably an oxgen tank) when they are visiting the city. The public are also asked to called the Zombie Department, Centre for Undead Creatures if they spot the mentioned zombie above.
The characteristics of the zombie sighted:
Female
Appear to be in her teens
Pale face
Dead look
Big pimples everywhere
Dark circles
shuffling slowly
Like to stare off in the space
talk to herself all of sudden
smile/laugh for no reason all of sudden
p.s.if anyone have any more info of this zombie,plz contact 999999999 - Zombie Department.
People are advise not to:
Poke or probe her (in any case)-may cause irritation
Pinch-may cause her to bite you
have direct contact with it-may cause itchiness to skin
smell it-air poisoning
take picture of her-may evoke anger
p.s.if not it will land you in the hospital with one of the following:
10 stitches long scars
brain damage
zombie blues(having zombie-like symptoms)
skin disease
air poisoning
coma
death!!
Once again, the public are urged to be careful and be alert of any signs of suspicious zombie-like activities!
Posted at 02:05 am by enigma
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Friday, February 11, 2005
I'm looking out through a glass window..
Everything seems so nice on the other side..
But it's not..
Illusion..
Everything seems like an illusion..
Everything is an illusion
reality?
where have it gone to?
Too late..
I'm already on the other side of the window..
But when I look back through the glass window..
The other side seems nicer..
An illusion again..
All is an illusion..
Nothing more but an illusion..
So am I living in illusion or reality?
Or am I just pacing back and forth..
in between the both?
I dunno...
I really dunno..
Illusion is reality..
Reality is illusion..
So why bother?
I'm not making any sense..
Am I?
I don't have to...
Cause it's all an illusion...
Just an illusion..
Posted at 04:00 pm by enigma
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Changes are often followed by chaos, but it also comes with oppurtunity if you know how to grab it.
so are changes for the better......or for the worse?
Posted at 11:48 pm by enigma
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
I love the night sky..It's always so beautiful..so peaceful..so wide..so much more..Yesterday while walking home..I look up at the night sky, enjoying the peaceful sight..the stars that forever shining so bright..the moon that forever never loses its glow..ahh..night sky..it's really beautiful..I can't stop myself from wondering that moment..when was the last time I took my time looking up at the night sky?How long have I stop doing that?It was very long...a very long time....how can I forget such a beatiful sight that I totally never take my time to enjoy it?It's been a busy life...indeed a very busy one..one that is constantly moving in a fast pace....till I have no time to breathe..no time to enjoy such beautiful sight...I have missed something so important..and I never realize it till now..I wonder how much have I missed?I have always love the night sky since i was small....maybe that's why I wanted to be an astronomer so badly..I really wanted explore more...unveiled what is hidden behind this piece of beautiful black cloth..This is not just an ordinary black cloth..it's one that is full of mystery,one so beautiful,one so bright till it can blind your eyes..I really want to know what is waiting for me beyond this..it's a totally different world..a world that will shock me to my senses till I'm numb..till I can't do anything except to feel and enjoy its beauty..a beauty no words can describe..a world so beautiful no man have seen it..a wider beautiful world out there is still waiting for me..waiting for me...but will I have the chance to experience it?
Posted at 02:13 pm by enigma
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
Freedom at last!!I'm free...I'm a free person...a free human being...at last!!at last!!everything finished...projects..presentations...assignments..exams..no more!!no more!!no more stress!!Free....FRee...FREe...FREE!!!holidays....here I come...!!....ahhhh..freedom..it's somthing so nice..so peaceful..so wonderful!!I love it!Freedom...it's so hard to describe..it can make you fly in the air..it can make you so light..it can give you a sense of peace..a feeling of joy and also happiness at the same time...it's a feeling that is so nice..so wonderful..so blissful..that you will never want to let it go..who would want to willingly let freedom go?*sigh*....but sometimes when the times come,you have no choice...but to let it go...you can't hold on to it forever...in fact you can't hold on to anything forever...everything fades in this world..beauty fades...things fade..memories fade...flowers fade too as it will died..the sun will fade one day too..humans will fade too...nothing last in this world....including freedom..so better treasure what you have in life now...don't wait until it fades...it's too late then..so I guess I have to really treasure my freedom now..my precious freedom..that will only last for god knows how long....days?months?years?nobody knows the answer...not even me...for it's one of those thing that could not be answered..it's a mystery...and so it will remained as a mystery.........an enigma..??
Posted at 10:57 pm by enigma
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Friday, December 03, 2004
My mind is currently really messed up...don't ask me why?I don't know..I feel worry...frusfrated...and I like to be left alone at this moment...so here I am..venting my frusfration on my blog...ARGGHHHH!!!!Stupid me!Why am i feeling this way?Once again,I dunno!Lately, my mind seems to be full of questions..questions that won't have an anwser..I know that I won't get any of my question answered..so why do new questions keep popping out,huh?Well..there..another question that I know I would not get an answer,but yet I still ask....why?why do I still ask?I would also like to know why..anyone can tell me?I know is definetely not the exams...well....maybe?I really can't figure it out...do i really need to anyway..??It's not that important,is it?arggghhh....!!I really don't want to think right now...but why am I still doing it??!I dunno...I really don't...something just cannot be explained..but do I really need an explanation?do I?somethings just exists naturally without any explanation..so do we actually need to find an explanation for it?No...no..I don't think so..somethings are better off unexplained..things become more complicated with an explanation=more thinking to do=more messed up?maybe that's why humans are so complicated..they start off simple but then theybegin to find explanation for every single thing..and that's how they end up being complicated..?Nobody can truly understand humans anyway....except God perhaps?if there's is one??!!
Posted at 12:26 am by enigma
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Monday, November 29, 2004
Life....I sometimes think life really has no meaning....life?what is life?what do we live for?we spent half of our life studying,another half working...so what are we living for?for our loved ones?for ourself?really....to some,life is something meaningless,something useless....but to some,life is something else..something wonderful,perhaps?for me?Life....I still haven't really grasp hold the idea of life...is it that hard?that complicated?I dunno...life...what am I living for?what am I looking for in life?I'm lost...I'm really lost...trapped in a maze...or is not I who is trapped but life really doesn't have its meaning..could it be?or is it because I haven't found it?Do I really need to find the meaning of life?There's no meaning..there's nothing..it's just a word..nothing more..Life..Life is just an empty hole, no meaning...but without life, what will we be?
p.s.i may publish similar or different things for both blogs from now on...
Posted at 04:20 pm by enigma
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